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^ That is how i feel.

I've had quite a weekend... My first calculus test is tomorrow and since I completely lack the part of the brain which would allow me to process numbers like everyone else, i've been in a bit of a jam. Luckily I found a fabulous tutor who not only explains things wonderfully to me, she actually CARES enough to spend the time to make sure I understand it. Tutors like that that are hard to come by... most of them just want their money and dont care how you perform.

I told my tutor that I wanted to study over the weekend. Fair enough? I secretly prayed she didnt have anything huge going on, otherwise, like i said before, I'd be screwed. Not only did we meet both on saturday and sunday, we met early. And I mean that in every sense of the word.
Saturday: 5:30am - 7:30am
Sunday: 7:00am - 9:00am.... (we "pushed it to 7am" so I could "sleep in")

Yes, that is what my days have been like. All week long. But hey, it's for the greater good. Let's not lose sight of the task at hand , yes? So here's my schedule tomorrow:

5:00am - rise and shine (zero emphasis on the "shine"... since it's still as dark as a cave when I wake)
5:00am-5:15am - stare into space and wait until my snooze goes off
5:15am - 6:30am - shower, change, coffee, breakfast (and all this takes that much longer because I have to move slower so as to not make that much noise for my roommate, down the hall..)
6:30am - drive to class
7:00am - 8:50am - CALC TEST (-_-)
9:00am - 9:40am - mini tutoring session that my tutor took the liberty of scheduling for me. Thank you :)
9:45am - ?:00am - appointment at the health clinic so I can hopefully get new anti-anxiety meds
11:00am - 1:50pm - a wonderful medley of organic chem, zoology, and a sliver to time to eat lunch
3:00pm - 6:00pm - spend some time in the neuro lab
7:30pm - 9:30pm - study study study study.....
10:00pm - ZzZzZzzzz.....

I'm losing brain function. I actually think i will take a nap. I'm also going to try my hardest not to get overworked, overstressed, over-anything. Darn, I think it is my turn to cook dinner tonight for my roommate and I, too. Ugh, I havent the energy to cook! I wonder what he'd say if I tossed a can of tuna on the table. Bumblebee Chunk Light in Water. Well, we are both trying to eat healthier......