"Never give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about."

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Happy Birthday to me!

Yes, thats right the big 2 - 6. Time definitely does fly by....here I am rounding up to 30 and I'm still dreaming about "what I want to be when I grow up" like I'm a 4 year old. I suppose its better late than never.. at least I'm being active in trying to pursue what I really want. There is nothing worse than wondering "what if" for the rest of your life. What if I didn't step out and take a chance at what I really wanted to accomplish? ... Every year I usually cry on my birthday or at least get a bit teary eyed because I cant stand the fact that I'm only getting older and I still dont have anything to show for. This year I didnt cry or get teary and I'm not sure why... I mean, not that I wanted to or anything, but I usually get down on myself. I guess it's a good thing that I didn't do that this year. Maybe my goals seem like that much more of a reality to me so I can face them practically. I dont know, I could theorize about it all day.

Anyhow, so 30 minutes and then my birthday will be over. So fast, so fast. At least today was my "light day" in school. All I did today was go to my tutoring in the morning and then my genetics lab in the afternoon. (I skipped genetics lecture because I had to study.) I know I shouldnt skip class but its not like it wasnt for a good reason.

Speaking of classes, I think I pretty much finalized my Spring schedule: Physics II, cell bio, neuroscience (lab), stat I. Thankfully, I dont have to take the lab for cell bio really.... I'm finished with my lab requirements anyways... The only thing is my neuroscience class requires that we take the corresponding lab :( Ugh.... It's not like I'm not a fan of labs, because I am, the problem is that I'm not sure I want to take a class that I truly dont "need." I'll think about it....

Wow, i just got really tired... Until next time..