2011

Happy New Year!!!!!!

A quote that a reader posted on a forum:

"The path to happiness is long and full of obstacles. If you walk only when it is sunny you may never get there. To do so, you have to walk on rainy days as well."

So Far

So far things are going as they should (I hope). I guess this is what it feels like to start over. The anxiety has never left and the feeling of a desire to achieve is as fierce as ever.

Every time I've been posting lately, it seems as though I"m just rehashing my "plans for the future" - nothing has changed from last week, or last month really. Except that I've passed my State exam and am now an EMT :) I dont remember if I'd mentioned that though. I probably did, but my memory is useless.

I try and read at work. Relevant things, I mean. There are a lot of interesting neurology books, microbio books, molecular biology books laying around. I need something to keep my mind from warping.

Alright so this is my short term plan:

Spring :
- apply to UMBC for non degree seeking student that way I can start tackling my pre-reqs again. Ugh, calc!!!